Tuesday, January 21, 2014

Queen of France

Half life and performance

The relationship the half life radio-active cell and reduction of stamina, over generations of future sports-persons.
I already spoke of this in a recent vlog, however, I will try to help clarify any misunderstandings of the effects on a person stamina, energy and performance wise.

I believe half life effects from radiation will and are creating lesser dancers, and yes, I will use dancer of ballet as in example.


The reason being, as the 6 month healthy cell normally works til its end cycle,
that is affected and halved. I cannot say for all cells in the body, but the reduced life ones, destroy the former performance abilities from the past.

Meaning a 3 hour ballet danced can only be 1 1/2. And the training to get to that skill moment of dancing is lackened and lessor, and training not able to be as intense. Therefore muscles, are not as reminded into technical memory.

So it is a derogatory time for dance,
as I envision only a few extremely healthy bloodlines
of resilient persons that have enough stamina,
learning capabilities and skills away from the others,
whereas before choices of dancers were more available.


Sunday, January 19, 2014

Queen of France

Half life and radioactivity

Fukushima reactors 1, 2, and 3 were melted reactors,
according to cnn, back in march 2011. , 2 major plant zones,
11 miles or klm apart, a tsunami, an earthquake,
with live video of 4-5 heavy steamers chumping around during the quake,
a missing 2v battery,  and a 4th reactor possibly from another town region,
is often the newest one talked about.

I really did just find out, and i swear there was another major one in france
or germany going on at the similar time.


...and another type of energy matter displacement wave in corsica
around 2009-2010 from italy's direction,
which was when and where intensely negative inner visions and
pushed through where thoughts begin, as if a viorg computer state has viraled in. Perhaps I will forever be misunderstood, but it's as if the future has crashed.

Before the displacement wave, I was/am writing a futuristic novel,
with the school of vinquist, the year of 2389, vex an artist of music paintings, 
tianthor an old school friend who needed help with the hive raids...
some are good, though some are extremely bad, hive raids being:
[metalia air waves of alive datafed traveling reels of discussions and repeats...
that live off rust, titanium alloy paints of vehicles and other metals, 
causing many to remain indoors or be visored outside], 
the standard vehicle being the hovering heliothorpe 
and the desert incident with its failing blade,
his onboard discussion computer..philosophy...spent into any topic other...when that's too heavy, though philosophy still lurks there as a permanent hold, 
no matter what is the topic of discussion. 
The novel also included, the planet and other planetary extruded metals and asteroid contents of tecvidia and transvidium, and since then, 
the air mist driver ship and camera video eyes.  

After the matter wave, I lost it,
starting with email passwords, the future sometimes freaks me out,
as it appears to only be a trap... of all about a person being known,
it caused me to delete my websites, with my style sheets, twitter cgi 'peats',
and the sites of ultimadiva and others.
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Beginning nextly, with my personal physical symptoms, 
observations, and laterly the technical cycle 
of a half-life decay, detecting and mini-meltdowns:

Yet here, the worst physical effects have occurred...
bloody noses and bowels (not from beets) for a few months 2011ish,
loosened teeth and jaw effect as if forced into a scream event,
that happened only once, from the east direction, 
I believe it was earlier in the night when it happened,

and then the current observances are...
very mild tear gas like..eye fluids,
that worsen to stings with tears and too much light, ...
causing inability to watch or work the computer as often,
higher blood pressure, looser inhibitions, apathetic muscles,
tremendous malaise and misfocus, inability to concentrate,

intensified hearing and chatty rain (occassionally since corsica 2009ish),
odd house sounds here and there, as if other planes of existence are present,
occasional acid scalp as if burning only quenched by a vegetable oil,
ice cold air as frozen even in summer,
dayglow sunlight seemingly destroyed by reflective fallout
...being a cause of the overbright light blue daylight,
ruining artwork, as it fades more rapidly, 

cleverer, more talkative and purposefully musical ducks and hens...
(though I do sing sometimes, so they may be contributing 
with longer songs, calls and vocalizations.)
2 yrs of overdone too touchy dominance from the cat,
a spaced-out indifferent to living sib-malamute husky dog,

an oddly melted lamp-clip (which twisted heavy plastic of 1/4-1/3 inch thick)
that I purchased from the store around that time.

from the east direction, a day that instantly burned only the tomatoes, 
in one area of the garden, like a laser gun hit them, 
and other tomatoes elsewhere where normal, that was the year before last.
And yes... a few odd notices of apples severely mis-shapen, 
and others growing a smaller second apple near the stem.


Yet, there also was a positive pulse wave that occured here,
very aurora borealis in feel, where it is as if... I am entering into an enlightenment zone of myself and the planet, which could bring similar differences as those listed above to the bodies newly enlivened self also.  

I am not trying to overhype the recent 2011 japan occurance,
yet, it is a major event in addition to our radioactive state
of predicaments though,  when combined with chernobyl,
other reactors, and the old days of nuclear testing all over the planet.

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this info is mostly from wiki:
the radioactive isotopes represent unstable nuclei:

half life is listed as 50 percent decay, in such and such years.
then it goes on to 1/4 life which is 50 percent of a half life
from the original 100 percent, and so on.

100       1/2        1/4        1/8         1/16
[0]  ..... [o]  ..... [....] ..... [ .. ] ..... [ . ]


so, cesium in example: is not then over in 30 yrs, only the half life decay,
then it has its 1/4 life to live 15 years, then its 1/8 of 7.5 yrs, and so on.

and americum is listed as 1/2 life of a radionuclide of 432 yrs,
and uraniums' 1/2 life is ...246000 yrs. to 4.468 billion years, 
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Detecting:
I guess the odd good is that because its unstable
it may be more detectable to filter out.

listen to it rattle or white noise to detect current amounts.
still unsure how to separate it though,
if it reattaches to other innocent metals and elements.
that's the other wierdo of it,
it reattaching and/or hotting new uranium, cobalt, etc.,
that it finds on the way.

Mini meltdowns:
That's where open pit mines are a havoc entry,
as equipping it with new heat attractive,
renders the elements with a new life of energy active,
causing mini-meltdowns to occur without anyone around,
or even wanting electricity from it.

alpha and beta and gamma. up for grabs.

a recommended video:
the map of all nuclear testing since 1945 to 1998
it starts around 2 minutes into the following video:

a nuclear testing global map time-sequenced video.

Monday, January 13, 2014

Queen of France

Humanure


Lets talk about this relegative easy give back into the planets soils.

In this day and age, when we have so many disturbants injuring the soils, as to leave them barren and devoid of casual activity from its normal grubs, nematodes, frogs, worms, etc. The soils must be reactivated into a fresh new beginning again, or the foods raised there and then in the fields or gardens are weak and do not hold the full properties of nutrients as they are supposed to.

Grassy lawns are thieves, of any soils past known nutrients,
as they hardily claim the want for only certain goodies
to draw up from the base substructure,
and do not re-stir the old nutrients back into being. 

Opening up a garden where a grassy surface was planted is not a mistake, yet it will require a huge influx of new organics. It is an extreme disappointment to assume the fertile looking grass, will also continue on in that spot as fertile vegetables. It is not so.



To return a garden soil back to its fertile nutrients,
several things need to entertain the decomposition process to amend
and revigor the new life that is going to be there underneath your vegetables. 

quantities of :
leaves, straw or other dried grasses, a little bit of green grass only,
a manure, urine, and old unwanted vegetables and foods, avoiding too many sulphurs such as onions,

All of which combined can make that black gold of a gardeners wants,
yet the composting process needs bins, or large heaps which need upkeep to rotate and breakdown the substances, so the interior of the bin area is shared with all the compostable ingredients.

Without the bins,
large heaps need to be stirred and rotated with a rake of some sort.

The unfortunate dealing with humanure is with the rake, oddly.
As you need the rake, yet it does have a spearic attitude, spearing the occassional upset on view. And omg, at first...it is shocking and extra embarassing to deal with, even after it has been covered and composted a bit, it tends to still look like "little dungs".

Not really a visiter entertainer item, one wants on display at ones abode.

The possibility of infectants go away once it becomes composted,
it is always better to try and keep it stirred as much as possible
so it breaks down quicker and as much as possible.

Here are some ridiculous effects from the humanure soil:
At this point it loves tomatoes, excessively,
 

and yes, other vegetables such as squash,
pumpkins and zucchini's, along with potatoes and beets also.

It works, wonderfully as a fertilizer, yet, I am not happy about using only the heap and rake method,
as it is too exhausting for me to fully accomplish,
especially through the wintertime.

Yet it is absolutely a preference to any farmed cow or sheep manures, as cow manures may contain barbituates and other chemicals such as inoculations of antibiotics from flu shots, steroids, etc.
Humanure from humans who have abstained from prescriptive drugs
and innoculations, has become the only "for sure" bio-organic fertilizer method to amend soils, as it's known exactly what is going into to it.

It does upgrade the inference into personal gardens, as a necessity more so, as sharing with strangers this type of unique soil, is a bit too demanding... as a possible. 



Its been so many years, of being a humanurarian,
I guess I am an expert, so I will go on.

One of the drawbacks, is that you always have to go outside, even during the night, unless you required an indoor version. I personally defer from that option,
as I prefer to immediately compost it, away from myself and outdoors. Outdoors you do have the option of a regular seat with a bucket, yet I find that to be an uncomfortable portrayal of the have-to "lazy" version
invented in recent times.
With the seat version your legs are lazy and not actually proficient enough to squat, and have been actually trained that way after so many years of doing so.

It actually took a little practice even for me, and I'm in pretty good shape.
That was the first shock and idly the worst thing discovered
was that porcelin toilets, are a slobs life.
 

Back to the night!
It is always better to have a particular spot ... to return to.

Make a large pile of straw or leaves,
which subsequently are used as immediate compost matter.
Composters which deter any odors,
and use a small gardening trowel or similar as the collector device.

Then use that compost to also cover it up inside a plant container.
Later on, take the container to the larger compost heap,
where the other items such as old rotten vegetables and fruits, straw, leaves, etc. are composted. Try to fence the main compost area, as the chickens find it.
They help stir it up, but its too gross for them, and they later appear to have dirtier legs.


Back to the toileting location,
it is better to cover the bathroom with a tent or similar roofing item, because it could be raining typhoons, snowing or hailstorming, and it affords one privacy to have a few walls. A small tent works, placed in a corner somewhere,
remove the bottom of the tent, and lift it off the ground a few feet.


At or near the bathroom,
the preference is to be cleaner with a plant container or two holding fresh rain or pond water, with which you can use to rinse towelettes, and thusly avoid toilet paper. The plant containers for the towelettes, when they are filled with pond plants such as parrots feathers and duck weed, help keep the water cleaner for a longer time frame, before emptying it and refilling.

If the containers are almost frozen, its not a good idea to touch the frigid water, as it hurts your hands, wait until another time, and rinse and wash your towelettes indoors.

It is always better to have special "going" shoes, at the house door,
but if you become more successful with the physicality of squatting,
you will find...even that as an unnecessary..

Urine in the same location can be an overdo of wet,
so its better to trapse that elsewhere to a pile of leaves for the garden if the weather permits. 

The fecal exam process does go on, and well it can be upsetting to discover many foods undigesting, ...sesame and flax seeds unground, never seem to digest. Then there are other stool awarenesses, such as color, etc. that become a health guide.
sunflower and bee



On the brighter side of events,
going outside,is a kind of discipline which helps avoid over-eating.

The night actually isn't so terrible,
even heavy rainy weather or a single night star is better than any human friend in make.

Saturday, January 11, 2014

Queen of France

Saving Pacific Ocean life: from Fukushima

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ocean life evacuations with underwater music radios,
with wifi/(solar panel or tidal energy) antenna links above water on buoys,
the loud talk radio or music hopefully turns the sealife away
from the worst radiation trails,

the antennas are various short to long term ranges,
already known to be active up to 100-300 kilometers,
depending on which antennas, and used as underwater
music/talk  radio buoys, the loud unusual sounds and music:,
will keep-away schools of migrating fish and whales
into the nuclear waters:

1. At first a circumference of these antennas/buoys, (1500 of them),
encircles japan, beginning at the main outspew of fukushima,
then in a continued expanding circular pattern,
the swirl eventually expands to the west coast of north america then to south america, and on the eastern coastline ...the coast of china and to the australian coast.
(as the fish are inedible anyway, we prefer to save the species, and have them route elsewhere to recouperate their populations of fish.)
,       ,      ,            ,           ,           nome region, alaska
  japan      ,      ,      ,       ,       ,       kodiak island, alaska
,      ,     ,       ,        ,     ,       ,        ,     west coast
         ,       ,         ,      ,       ,       ,        ,   west coast
      ,         ,             ,        ,        ,        ,        , sf region
  ,            ,               hawaii   ,       ,           ,          , west coast
,                                      ,          ,         ,
               ,                           ,           ,          ,        ,       , mexico

,
, eventually australia             ,            ,        ,        ,       , then south america,
flying buoy drop-off pattern, with japan in the center.
...the eyelash pattern works,
north to south,
japan to the northwest coast then the last of the pattern to australia, with each return flight beginning a new eyelash line back to japan.
australia is last because the tidal flows are sent there later.
 
2. After the underwater music/talk sound wifi buoys
are spread out further and further into larger circular arcs,...
the hope is to also stop migrating schools of fish, and whales
from routing back into the pacific from the atlantic ocean, indian ocean, and northern seas.

The only over-hearing casualties of this quickened action are the non-escapers, such as...sea anenomes, sea slugs, clam species, barnacles, and other shellfish,  along with seafloor animal and plant life that cannot get away.
 
These wifi lan/wan devices, are sent through a network router, that is specifically programmed as long range, and my husband at one time in the past wrote a group of programs for the hardware device using atmel chips and a specific lan/wan router, and purchased long range antennas from a company in poland,  to be a network provider, offering long range wifi at individual campgrounds, so, I know they work. 
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*fish are 4 times more resilient...
than humans and other mammals,
to nuclear radiation.

Therefore, inadvisable to eat,
as China has stated to its populous at the beginning of last year.

Hopefully, the sealife, seals, whales and fish,
survive the event if they go in the correct directions.

Friday, January 10, 2014

Queen of France

Coastal Evacuations



Fukushima and evacuations of north americas' western coastal areas:

The reason coastal areas specifically are mentioned is the regain access from the mists and rain, as being the closest proximity to the pacific ocean and therefore negative health contents from radioactivity.

human and animal evacuation routes:

The direct route is pointing southerly and to the east,
even south to belize.

Persons can also use the drive on ships from the tampa region of fl.
and go to mexico that way,
not sure about the money system working there though,
during this disconnect from the many businesses.
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The hardest hit areas thus far appear to be the cold alaskan north,
it is closest to japan via waterway distances.
However water shifts during year may edit
that area away from being a sump zone, into further south.

It is advised as usual to not panic, and realize that the entire western coastline population of the united states can fit into the eastern coastline.

1 person on the west coast + 1 person on the east coast = (becomes)
2 people on the east coast.  and the same for dogs and cats, etc.

So the population update to the east coast doubles.
1 person in one apartment or house, becomes a residence for 2 persons.

It is better if you know someone offering a share abode situation,
then under those circumstances arriving on the eastcoast,
and not being in a restless situation of living in crowded and expensive hotels.

If you are a craftsperson or skilled with tools, bring them,
as cars repairs, and other types of businesses from the westcoast
will still be needed, yet moved to the eastcoast.

Try to include, as many dogs cats or other animals with you,
as persons may have left them behind,
and chances are they will be destroyed and/or
eaten by the persons remaining on the west coast.

Don't ask me why, they seem to run for meat, and of any animal, but food provisions will be scarcer and scarcer, and even the alligators from steinhart aquarium will become someones dinner.

It's an odd reaction,

personally I am lucky to be near over-prolific apple trees,
(shared with a few roaming birds.),
and eat 5-6- apples a day, w/various grains and corn,
and have a few pumpkins from my summer garden.
Vegetable plants still grow, though differently.
So they really only need a few large sacks of rice, other grains or corn
and to either live nearer to orchards of fallen fruit, or have a few old fruit trees.
In sync adding in the green gathering of persils, nettles and even boiling grass, for healthy green drinks. In winter, those greens unavailable were dried
and in bouquets, ready to cook with. 

A good Coffee beverage substitute is:
cracked or raw wheat, pan roasted, til brown, then milled into a finer grind.
No filters are needed and it is as good as to forget coffee.
If you have headaches switching,
go half and half, coffee to the wheat grain drink for a while.

The persons staying behind:
Many will need to work as the olde style migrant workers from mexico,
and continue to grow the large pumpkins, and artichokes and other large field crops as usual.
Private and smaller cooperative gardens will also need to include humanure,
as fertilizer supply company shipments will be limited and more costly.  
If large bovines are handling the radiation,
then it would be helpful to have several at each of the larger agricultural fields,
as fertilizer helpers and tiller tenders during the quiet season.

Steinhart and others:
If the alligators aren't taken east, and workers have left with other animals, hopefully a group of the staying persons with shoulder holster guns,
will run the major aquarium park/tank facilities,
and I guess there will be a few remaining zoo animals who died,
normal or otherwise, available to feed hungry alligators and crocodiles remaining behind.

It is probably better to transport easterly even the unrare sharks.

Remaining businesses and shopping:
As businesses condense, 5 to 1 on average,
people may panic a bit, in the ghost town extreme scenario,
although there is no reason why the local californians (in example)
cannot be food supplied from californias food supplies
from 1 store instead of 5.

Shipping, trains and truckline companies may stop
supplying the coast as workers moved elsewhere.
Remaining, jobfree californians can continue to supply the northwest also,
especially during winter that would be appreciated.

There is no reason for that olde style food provisional hand-out routine to endure, unless the banking stops, and the people do not have a provisional back-up bank-barter system.
If institutional banking stops or is halted,  
presumably computer data is interrupted also. 
So the cool electronic handheld game versions, such as... adding sand to an lcd-style fish tank... for a 50 purchase or a fancy goldfish as a 250 purchase, with a completed tank of 20000, or other various types of scene fills, that are automatically added-into at the checkouts from stores, doesn't get to happen.

The switchover to identifiable locality giftcards (of 20000 to each person per yr.) with punch-holes or fill-ins for a barter trade system is the quickest and safest answer. Which provides provisions to persons, known to exist in a respective location, or if unknown, a voucher of that persons existence would be written 
on the easy to use printed-out card., where workers-pay for businesses, 
and cards are stamped by suppliers on the back of their cards, 
which triggers profits to the workers from the business, to build a savings.

If no printers are working, the following business structure is the same, 
yet, the yearly amount is reduced, and they would then use old credit cards 
(each as an amount of 1000) with their name and make small scissor cuts or tiny punch-holes to represent the payment(s) to the large food or clothes stores. 
Those cards are registered at the major working food store, 
w/up to 3000 a year, as a limit per person. 
The excess cards people have, can be given to persons who have no credit cards as the new faux payment, until something cooler is printed, with more identity of localities associated.  

workers support the refilling of those food and clothes stores, by using their credit cards as a once a year or so, turn into the boss. Then the owner of the store, uses their cards to purchase in bulk,  with several of the employees cards at once, with his/her supplier. which hole punches each as payment...
and then onto that supplier, with their extra large bulk purchase, using their employees cards for purchases from their supplier(s).

With that method a voucher is inclusive as a savings to the worker from any profits over and above, the hole-punches, that the boss paid for the items.
The boss keeps a book and numerates, how many times each worker paid into the business, to represent his savings, and the help determine business profits.
So yes, a banking system does still exist, 
which avoids martial law and all those ridiculous scenarios.  

The old cash money is not a choice, as that evokes, immediate, 
guns and hoodlordships, and martial law into play.

The people have to have and use their own bank design, or fret with the remaining army to maintain them as non-criminal persons.



Flora helpers:
I presume any type of varietal plants also that are your favorites need to be taken on the journey, to survive on the eastcoast.
The make-up of the eastcoast will change,
and the traditional plants or trees will domesticate with california poppies, etc.

Fauna helpers:
If the old hammerhead shark is unwanted as an easy move,
then the local tv's persons need to make public requests,
finding persons who have large trucks and available space, to transport east. The monteray aquarium also, and seattle have quite a few rare species, even including reptiles, that can be re-located in aquatic parks,
and zoos, and certain public or private saltwater lakes without viewage windows, if those large aquarium spaces on the eastern coastline are at a high population rate already.

Fish traveling:
When moving fish or amphibians, ie. frogs, turtles, fish, eels, etc.
from your house or apt, long distances,
try to travel during the night, in hot desert regions,
as the water can overheat and ice can be quirky, and have chlorinated contents.
1/2 filled for the tanks, and packaging bubble sleeves can be used
inside the tank to avoid the fish from hitting the glass aquarium walls.
If you have an inside the car electrical plug, run the filter and air bubbles,
when driving only, as it robs the battery tank too quickly. 

Caretakers remaining on the westcoast:
If you have friends staying in the region, and your house or apartment is better,  let them freely caretake the property, to avoid intruders.

The travel don't forget list:

1. As closet spaces will be smaller,
only your favorite clothes, along with your work clothes.
2. Any bettering of a craft or workmanship tools, that you use.
as re-purchasing these items as new, may be no longer an option,
due to company closures and yes,
the asian pacific companies will not be a suppliers of goods as cheaply or available as it once was.
3. If you have a car or truck, only take the one that is your favorite,
as car space will be at a minimum,
and take extra cans of motor oil, and fuel enhancers that you may require during the journey, as those products may be sold out along the way.
4. If you know of someone without a vehicle, and you have an extra,
invite them, and perhaps they could drive another of your wanted cars,
and let them keep it for the towing service if you also have a trailer to tow.
5. A few bulk provisional food items, in case of car breakdowns,
as the middle of america, canada and mexico can be quite empty
with no help available from anyone for a while.
fresh water, seeds, nuts, raisins, easy foods, dried food also,
that can be rehydrated without the need of hot water.
6. Not to forget your animals, and their dried and/or canned food,
with can openers.
Take them as they are always welcome on the eastcoast,
and many motels and hotels allow them to stay in the rooms also.
7. Take your utensils, as yes,
they are not always available as spares in peoples houses and apartment.
8. Take your bedding, pillows and duvets.
9. Computers, the newest, and treat them well,
as platforms rig down to less computer businesses worldwide,
from china and japan, the latest computer specifications before fukushima will reside as mainstream, due to incapacities to create, build and offer newer technological creations.   

I think that's all, for the moment.

Try not to panic into carlsbad caverns or other famous deep caves
as a  shelter, as the sulpher content is dangerous to breathe
for extended times anyway.

It sounds like that escape from... movie style, doesn't it.

Boaters and yachters, you can try and outrun the wind and ocean flows, and go south to argentina and around to brazil, but that would be for a consumate sailor, as the waters can be treacherous as usual, anytime the pacific ocean is concerned.

odd ending to this blog.

This document can be also used in reverse, 
if it happens from the easterly direction in the future, 
even worse,  then the route is east to west. 
















 











 

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

Queen of France

Fukushima, saving species, and water-radioactivity theory :

moose seas
It is a shock actually, as although I henced something was amiss years ago, I was unaware of the fukushima reactor disaster.

Oddly I have been more connected to france as a disturbia nuclear zone,
from enormous eggs, to no eggs, to a few months of nose bleeds,
to sudden sharp acid scalp feeling of burns a few times through the last few years, only relieved by severely oiling the hair.
I presumed I have been living in a nuke wave, during those times more heavily.
and it has been an unknown as to when or which power plant reactor was the actual obligate causer, as there are so many.


moose seas purple
So apologies for not knowing about the particular japanese incident sooner, as the reaction state now is too delayed to quicken efforts of saving many species.

Species saving: 
Methods to save the species would be either dna versions
or keeping pacific ocean and other oceans and seas,  fish, and other sea mammals, specifically at various points in the world.
So, one area hit too hard by a nuclear fallout or melt event, then other regions would have the species alive and viable in their zoos or aquariums.

In this example, we have polar bears in brazil, I believe in zoos, so we can now focus on where they are, and hope that have not been hard hit.
Are they safe there?
The demand is where are the healthiest polars bears? ,
and am I too late to even excite into the topic.

As the healthiest, bears and other mammals need ...
besides an animal egg donor bank, an animal specie dna saving bank,
so that someday...
humans can attempt to restore areas of the planet
back to its natural flora and fauna.

Unfortunately the bears have been out at the first and continual waves from the nuclear event, and as they live outside, most of the time, radiation damage to them has already been going on, as seen in barrow, alaska. with hair loss, and lesions.

Water and and radioactivity inception theory :
I need to discuss why the ocean creatures are being hit extremely
by to seemingly low amounts of water dumped into the ocean in Japan.
I have a theory, that beyond radiation there is an additional reaction with the radioactive ingredients that when in the ocean, are conducting an electrical charge to one another.
Meaning when a radioactive isotope goes a great distance from another radioactive isotope they actually conduct an agreement as a fenceline,
to eachother and through other metal organics.
Those other metal organics specifically are eased into those invisible hot communication fencelines as lessers, then receive a mild update, and become radioactive also.... into a mesh or grid formation of the many fences,
that expanded further.

O = radioactive , .= metal normal
o= metal normal that become mildly activated. 
O         .......   O   becomes
O    ooooooo  O as helpers to the heat chain.

This explains the faster carry to the coastline mammals of the US.

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This latest vlog is pretty much about the fukushima,
nuclear meltdowns and waste disposal,
and avoidance methods for humans, from a holocaust from those events:

though the first 5 minutes or so,
begin with my last airplane experience,

here's the vlog blurb, of its content:
My 2008 airplane travel experience, prior SF to Paris,
I think I was poisoned by something 24 hrs. before the flight, leaving SF.
It could of been a type of rat poison, due to some sort of pcp-like derivative with a massive blood pressure rise and intense alert wide-eyed anxiety & an immediate hair-color change to a dark black-brown.
I remember sitting in the airport with very dark hair, almost black.
Later that night, because the flight left the next day, at the hotel, the shower-water was acid-like and burned my skin at first...to an intense red with welts. and I did feel like it was some sort of jumping out of a high window, or off a bridge, suicidal drug.
At the hotel, I called the EMT's over the instant rashes, and they didn't really help. I allowed the female EMT to look me over, because I was also in a severe anxiety state against men during the poisoning.
It was a Sheraton with a massive tv, on the third to 5th level. I called my husband for hours, because I felt so near-death & suicidal. The hallucinations made my body feel riddled with holes with every orafice falsely abused. Like the drug seeped into dark areas of imagination to only bring pain.
Oddly, the next morning, before the shuttle arrived, a man from the Federal Government with a federal government cap was parked out underneath my window in an alley, with a large suburban sports utility vehicle.
All I wanted was to go back to France, where I felt safe, at home, back to my husband, painting and my animals on our small farm-stead.
& yet, other oddities continued to happen, during that flight, w/the ozone,
furthering into muscle loss in my upper body, so much so, I was too "normal*" (non-athletic dancer). Tv screen hallucinations, on all the Tv's on the plane, went on for hours. A man across from my seat, yelled out at me several times and called me a heretic. The flight attendent eventually moved him to another seat. I did not take any drugs either, since for over 25 yrs, so this 48+ hour event was a tremendous shock.
"*Normal body" is like a career killer to ballet dancers, young or old,
which meant no fouettes,  or pirouettes, and a constant dizzy.
Back muscles wimping out like an old woman. It was a god-damn hell. By the time I arrived back in France my hair was returning to its red-toned color again.

vlogging on..
Towards my experience with matter waves,
Possibly either positronic or megatronic waves assoc..
~ Matter wave displacements, heaviest activity approx.2009-2010,
intermittently 2011,2012,2013.
Also it could be construed as a matter quake.
I was also outside, when the event of the tile table displacement happened,
The bring-to of the displacement, was a loud rolling event (like really fast clouds) of transparent matter, just like a massive tsunami ocean wave, that was bending matter. Matter of the forests to the mountains themselves, and it rolled over the mountains from eastern Corsica to the west.
To futher explain it, imagine a massive invisible egg (or planet) with transparent yet very strong sides; that rolled over the land, like a giant egg touching & melding with the planet earth.
The distance of the wave event was as far as the eye could see. Furthermore, as it approached, it literally raised the tiles of the tile table into a wave-roll, as well as through my own body.
Oddly the other matter bending hallucination-like instances here, at later dates in Northern France:
were similar to "Go ask Alice"in feeling, yet not as pronouced as in Corsica.
However it was also tile, with even the tile-flooring being matter-quake displaced, just out of the blue.
So, it's possible that matter waves are attracted to ceramic to create the quake-like movements.
Daydrive by the Mozelle Nuclear plants I experienced an extremely salty metallic taste in my mouth: either yr 2005 or 2006,
website that used to be a helper: http://www.nucleartourist.com/
sorry but the data points to a new & gross, gov. supported electric company maps now.
Not really handing out the power plants w/radiation leaks (incidences) anymore.
Hush hush. What happened to that website? Did your rich brother in-law w/Nuclear invested stock infringements take over?
Back to the vlog today,
I include the new current re-design of nuclear waste containment zones
and regions thereof.,

The new humans we have to stop from being conceived,
mutant children from the nuclear fallout propagators, and their progeny.

Nuclear fallout and meltdown economic disturbances- TEC.
Detailing the conspiracy theory of the property market, w/loan disappearance reasoning of Japan and its banking sector, as a main bulk loan keeper.

Population refugees
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Moving all nuclear waste, and contents radioactive,
away from their current disposal sites, across the entire world,
into only 3 strict locations, for each country that has or had nuclear facilities:
The locations to use as nuclear waste dumps fo the next 1000-10000 years are:
outer regions of china, algeria and middle canada.
"Meaning The irish sea and other erroneous dumps are not any longer an option.
and the old sites, are heisted, uncovered and their contents moved to these new 3 locations. Preferably by trains,
Just like sweeping your house, clean up to only 3 spots, instead of 1000's."
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Cancellation of foods and packages delivered from the west coast to europe,
and other radio-active fallout zones.
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then,
Determining fallout safe locations. with...
Quick fallout shelter talk,
and then long range...
Starting with architectural new-builds for the nuclear generations.....
Some of my funny designs for the future and new living habitations.
including my old
energy ideas, such as weight displacement day/night houses: converted into underground.

Sunday, January 5, 2014

Queen of France

no tv and coins: ends this poetry month 12/04-01/05

no tv

It was my favorite spot in the house,
encyclopedias, imagery of viking ships,
camels, dinosaurs, sands far away,
preposterous hats with feathers,
worn serious, men of histories
nosic fashions of state,
all new and open, even volcanos
giving world info away,

book volumes,
dog chewed on, warps of ruined book wear,
It was still my favorite spot in the house,
colorful imagines, heavy extra, in my mind,
birds walking on other, places other,
islands cragged lucky, as only theirs,

Until the bats were placed out
on the next of libraries door,
wood and metal,
not really fun...
to be there anymore.

sports duh,
glims gross at a fascists score.

.....
no tv in-house either,
it's not a raise issue,
not a plight without,
so loud everywhere else,
the houses other as they blare it out.

what to do? rollerskate and brush the dogs,
...meander into remember
those books and my voracious overhog.


coins

Back to my childhood disfortunes,
of a coin change financed upbringing,
coins for my mother to purchase our food,
coins she had to take from the slacks of his pants
laying over his bedside, while he slept or was in the shower.
coins she had to separate into pennies, nickels, dimes and quarters. 
coins she had to roll into bank sleeves,
coins she had to ask small shops and liquor stores, to convert into paper dollars.
coins she had to bicycle with many miles away with us as children
to banks to convert, to receive paper versions of 5's or 10's.
This info belongs with the negligence violent abuse raising lawsuit and not here,
where my father for years on end, couldn't find the decency of personage to give her use-able shopping money.

coins my brothers and I received as cruddie christmas reminder gifts
coins we also had to touch one by one,
coins we also had to load into a few bankable sleeves,
or show expressed disfortune to him,
---which would have heightened his anger.---
coins as a reminder the rest of our lives,
that we were raised as the lowest bottom neglect of children ever.

Queen of France

fear raise

Childhood fear raise,

Not at the hand of strike
punishment in my direction,
that was for the boys,
For me, gains another sort of upset.

Quiet
as I pretend sleep
in instants hurry, sounds provoke,
the have-to swallow, the fill of too
much honey, wildflowers dark,
a metal tablespoon filled with honey.
army issued spoon,
too fat in metals bulk, not again,
scratches risk of overteeth,
not again, avoid the honey
and do not provoke.
No ill. no cough, no sadness found,
no upset nor depress, else,
a have-to swallow of honey is found.

Quiet as tears real,
side my face, dark room of night,
let out, unheard, unwimpered,
quiet drizzels disfortunes ear wet,
locks of hair, and pillows overget.
Sleep freeze, into the true of unheard,
as tears fall rawkous loud
tiny rivers, in their wake.

Sleep sojourns,
the lucky of dreams chance
princess of my fate,
as night wanes into days next
daybreak.

Saturday, December 28, 2013

Queen of France

Blog and Vlog tending

Blog tending
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I have a rush into listing these blogs,
and often update, spelling or other info,
so only the most recent is the most current and up to date.

Sorry, if it seems to be a spam, it isn't intentioned as so,
An idea to fix it, of email resends on updates, if that is happening,
is to underline the new words entered from an older version,
then its easier for the reader to find the updates.

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Certain blogs recently are a bit over-done with sp. error fixes, etc,

and the most recent blog of the payment list, with a tally of 9,
is getting into memory-grab-at recall,
of...do I have anymore?

I'm pretty sure,
I have put the most important settlements on that blog,
yet 10 little indians is still lurking somewhere in my memory bank.

and the last recent add, to its blog,
is a table of contents. as it is a piece of work to read-thru.
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Again, sorry for the quick re-publishes,
I will try to not be so time-consuming in the future,
with errors, I'd rather use the usage time as a vlog talk,
where times are allocated to that time endurance specifically. 

.....
My left eye damage feels scarred and is over-blinky,
needing dark to rest it.

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Dance videos
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Apologies to my little brother, who prefers my dancing videos,
I am not always able, as it is uncomfortable,
due to the critiques of my dance peerage class,
therefore, merely... a give of insult choices, to ready arrows at me,
as I am not in real professional shape, to perform.
As those times, allow easier the acceptance of their dissidence and obstructions.
I hear you though, as an easy bake video haul,
but my peers my peers, and me, hop hop oooh, a disaster. 
I just am not mooded into its possible criticisms right now.
Thanks for the time sweep into that category, though,
as perhaps you are an audience member who doesn't know,
the finesses' missing.

Queen of France

"Tell-me"


"Tell me its over,
the abuse to children stories from you on this blog.

Tell me that was all,
and then I can quickly forget the instances of each,
as they have not been timelined into a
chronical order of events."


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I guess I was thinking of an excel spreadsheet with
variations of domestic violence.

Where we can rank, the domestic violence incidences
and the time frames of tenuous living circumstances
of our childhoods from there.

Into a cutsie list, so the above type of person of "Tell me"
does not negate the occurances as happened events.
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Another pusher into our sadnesses, though,
is that, the "Tell-me" type of person,
is another type of killer to our childhood resolves.

Where the fun release of classifying ourselves
with those kids who received similar,
really only becomes the "Tell-me's" enjoyment,
and the info captures us into a cookie,
of another deed done.

Relegating their statehoods,
into "I told you so, a bad upbringing."
Varying us only into the side-show circus
of abused children freaks.
For their casual entertainment.

"Tell-me more"
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Parental actions witnessed or happened directly to:

baseball bats to doors,
other intimidation weapons, etc.
axes to tables,
too much honey,
the plastic incident, a dishonest re-vision I hope.
etc. etc.

to either your mother, brothers or you.        

"oo! oo! oo! fractured elbow?
and the wrist of your mothers?
from whom or what, ...daresay."

They are into "Tell-me" like droolant lizards,
ready to engorge on another of our freak begins.

So much so, that,
how to rally the abused children grown
into a kind friendship with others like them.

As the bad boy motorcycle crew as a group
is such a wrong true.
All variable backgrounds, else,
so we ...the violent-knowing childhoods,
remain, excommunicated from others like us,
because the "Tell-me" group is entertained to sell
our situational to others
as persons of "disfortunate" beginnings...and group us explicitly.

Grouped for what, annihilation?