Personality consequences of heavy metals

The recent vlog:
personality consequences of heavy metals (oxides) and associations of events.

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My uncle wanted to not go to war, so claimed insanity as the out,
and they experimented on him, not the head operation, only the shocks,
and consequently for 25 more years with unnatural prescriptive drugs,
and other chemical weapons such as agent orange....

Returning to the heavy metal prescription drug user,
who died in his forties and reduced lifespan of 40 years.
He spent 25 years on the us armies experimental prescribed drug
regimes and treatments, without a choice, or go awol.
they caused severe personality disorders, and mood swings,
where I was told by my mother and grandmother,
his original mild biligerance and cocky attitude was originally
a chihuahua durango mexico personality character trait...
of loud and boisterous persons.
Bringing that particular personality type back to...
a planet source location, which creates attitudes and personalities
due to elemental metal organics and content variations of elements
in those soils and subsequently foods grown in them.

After the treatments,
he sometimes became an aggressive biligerance, to an overly-kingly attitude,
even womanly effeminate at times, then reverting back into regressive states
of a dull nothing of a person state, depending on the variable dosages.
I witnessed those reaction states, because as children we spent summers at
grandmas house, where he also lived. He never scared or leered after us as
children though, mainly the aggressions were with his parents and siblings,
probably due to their helping to recommit him as he wasn't quiet enough
to go to the mormon church or go on international duties with the us army,
as his younger brother did.

So, he was my non-warring uncle, and he did stop taking their medication, sometimes, due to stomach pains, although he had to re-return to the army hospital often the remainder of his life intermittently for updates and adjustments to the pills, usually he was under at least 10-20 variable pills per day, by their guidelines of allows, of a dishonorable soldier originally admitted into their care.
They never dismissed him from the army ever, and his parade suit
was cleaned and at the ready hanging in the closet, for the duration of his life.


In the earlier years, after the extensive treatments,
he was a soldier of theirs and wore his normal army outfit,
and even folded his canvas army hat, ritually.

Along with the duties to the american flag, of folding that material specifically also. He did become for a time, the us armies good soldier, who never went to war and took what they prescribed. His army suits were confusing, as they did hold a few distinct regimen pins and he kept a medal, perhaps it was his or a guy from the hospital gave it to him.  

At some point he was sent to Oakland California,
to be in one of their halfway house army mental health affiliate centers
and lived there for a short time. Yet, the majority of his life was in the southwest living with his parents, and going to treatments. He never really had legality to drive a civilian car, and was essentially a prisoner of the prescriptions and regimented rule states.

Prior to the have-to draft enlistment into the army,
his older brother had died terribly,
which had sent him into his original anger state anyway.  

When he went off his given meds,
he was an avid financial trader, from mail-in buys and sells, to later, calling his broker from the house phone requisitioned into grandmas kitchen, which he used as his office.

The old phone, and its extension cord, a rhetoric disgruntlement from my great grandmother who also lived there, as she had to move her stand up walker over the telephone line, to get to the refridgerator. A ridiculous situation, but by then he was not really aggressive, merely casually discomforted, as they didn't understand, the importance of his doings involving the market.

As their lives revolved around being mormon, church services, family home
evenings, relief society, choir practice and caring for others in the ward.
 
This blog, really is for the family, my brothers, and other remaining relatives
of his, to pursue a financial commitment settlement obligation to be paid
to the family for the experimentations from their US Army mental facilities
during the 60's, 70's and 80's.

Perhaps, this information can assist others though,
with the obvious that prescriptions involving salt metals,
oxides and other mineral combinations reduce a persons lifetime.

Oddly, the quieter of lithium*, can also become radioactive.
*it was or may still be entered into the water supply in the southwest.

Half life and performance

The relationship the half life radio-active cell and reduction of stamina, over generations of future sports-persons.

I already spoke of this in a recent vlog, however, I will try to help clarify any misunderstandings of the effects on a person stamina, energy and performance wise.

I believe half life effects from radiation will and are creating lesser dancers, and yes, I will use dancer of ballet as in example.


The reason being, as the 6 month healthy cell normally works til its end cycle,
that is affected and halved. I cannot say for all cells in the body, but the reduced life ones, destroy the former performance abilities from the past.

Meaning a 3 hour ballet danced can only be 1 1/2. And the training to get to that skill moment of dancing is lackened and lessor, and training not able to be as intense. Therefore muscles, are not as reminded into technical memory.

So it is a derogatory time for dance,
as I envision only a few extremely healthy bloodlines
of resilient persons that have enough stamina,
learning capabilities and skills away from the others,
whereas before choices of dancers were more available.

Half life and radioactivity

Fukushima reactors 1, 2, and 3 were melted reactors,
according to cnn, back in march 2011. , 2 major plant zones,
11 miles or klm apart, a tsunami, an earthquake,
with live video of 4-5 heavy steamers chumping around during the quake,
a missing 2v battery,  and a 4th reactor possibly from another town region,
is often the newest one talked about.

I really did just find out, and i swear there was another major one in france
or germany going on at the similar time.


...and another type of energy matter displacement wave in corsica
around 2009-2010 from italy's direction,
which was when and where intensely negative inner visions and
pushed through where thoughts begin, as if a viorg computer state has viraled in. Perhaps I will forever be misunderstood, but it's as if the future has crashed.

Before the displacement wave, I was/am writing a futuristic novel,
with the school of vinquist, the year of 2389, vex an artist of music paintings, 
tianthor an old school friend who needed help with the hive raids...
some are good, though some are extremely bad, hive raids being:
[metalia air waves of alive datafed traveling reels of discussions and repeats...
that live off rust, titanium alloy paints of vehicles and other metals, 
causing many to remain indoors or be visored outside], 
the standard vehicle being the hovering heliothorpe 
and the desert incident with its failing blade,
his onboard discussion computer..philosophy...spent into any topic other...when that's too heavy, though philosophy still lurks there as a permanent hold, 
no matter what is the topic of discussion. 
The novel also included, the planet and other planetary extruded metals and asteroid contents of tecvidia and transvidium, and since then, 
the air mist driver ship and camera video eyes.  

After the matter wave, I lost it,
starting with email passwords, the future sometimes freaks me out,
as it appears to only be a trap... of all about a person being known,
it caused me to delete my websites, with my style sheets, twitter cgi 'peats',
and the sites of ultimadiva and others.
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Beginning nextly, with my personal physical symptoms, 
observations, and laterly the technical cycle 
of a half-life decay, detecting and mini-meltdowns:

Yet here, the worst physical effects have occurred...
bloody noses and bowels (not from beets) for a few months 2011ish,
loosened teeth and jaw effect as if forced into a scream event,
that happened only once, from the east direction, 
I believe it was earlier in the night when it happened,

and then the current observances are...
very mild tear gas like..eye fluids,
that worsen to stings with tears and too much light, ...
causing inability to watch or work the computer as often,
higher blood pressure, looser inhibitions, apathetic muscles,
tremendous malaise and misfocus, inability to concentrate,

intensified hearing and chatty rain (occassionally since corsica 2009ish),
odd house sounds here and there, as if other planes of existence are present,
occasional acid scalp as if burning only quenched by a vegetable oil,
ice cold air as frozen even in summer,
dayglow sunlight seemingly destroyed by reflective fallout
...being a cause of the overbright light blue daylight,
ruining artwork, as it fades more rapidly, 

cleverer, more talkative and purposefully musical ducks and hens...
(though I do sing sometimes, so they may be contributing 
with longer songs, calls and vocalizations.)
2 yrs of overdone too touchy dominance from the cat,
a spaced-out indifferent to living sib-malamute husky dog,

an oddly melted lamp-clip (which twisted heavy plastic of 1/4-1/3 inch thick)
that I purchased from the store around that time.

from the east direction, a day that instantly burned only the tomatoes, 
in one area of the garden, like a laser gun hit them, 
and other tomatoes elsewhere where normal, that was the year before last.
And yes... a few odd notices of apples severely mis-shapen, 
and others growing a smaller second apple near the stem.


Yet, there also was a positive pulse wave that occured here,
very aurora borealis in feel, where it is as if... I am entering into an enlightenment zone of myself and the planet, which could bring similar differences as those listed above to the bodies newly enlivened self also.  

I am not trying to overhype the recent 2011 japan occurance,
yet, it is a major event in addition to our radioactive state
of predicaments though,  when combined with chernobyl,
other reactors, and the old days of nuclear testing all over the planet.

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this info is mostly from wiki:
the radioactive isotopes represent unstable nuclei:

half life is listed as 50 percent decay, in such and such years.
then it goes on to 1/4 life which is 50 percent of a half life
from the original 100 percent, and so on.

100       1/2        1/4        1/8         1/16
[0]  ..... [o]  ..... [....] ..... [ .. ] ..... [ . ]


so, cesium in example: is not then over in 30 yrs, only the half life decay,
then it has its 1/4 life to live 15 years, then its 1/8 of 7.5 yrs, and so on.

and americum is listed as 1/2 life of a radionuclide of 432 yrs,
and uraniums' 1/2 life is ...246000 yrs. to 4.468 billion years, 
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Detecting:
I guess the odd good is that because its unstable
it may be more detectable to filter out.

listen to it rattle or white noise to detect current amounts.
still unsure how to separate it though,
if it reattaches to other innocent metals and elements.
that's the other wierdo of it,
it reattaching and/or hotting new uranium, cobalt, etc.,
that it finds on the way.

Mini meltdowns:
That's where open pit mines are a havoc entry,
as equipping it with new heat attractive,
renders the elements with a new life of energy active,
causing mini-meltdowns to occur without anyone around,
or even wanting electricity from it.

alpha and beta and gamma. up for grabs.

a recommended video:
the map of all nuclear testing since 1945 to 1998
it starts around 2 minutes into the following video:

a nuclear testing global map time-sequenced video.